Random rant, I guess.
Even though no one reads these anyway XD

But I'm just curious as to why I can't have anyone who's seriously..THERE for me. Like a best friend.

I thought that I found that person a few times.
But it seems like they all like to turn around and laugh in my face like "HAHA I TRICKED YOU".

wtf?

I don't get it.

I guess I'm just not friend material.

I'm not saying I have no friends, I just don't have any who I know that I can trust with my life. You know, those people who you would die for and would die for you too. Those people who will let you cry on their shoulder.

I don't know what it feels like to have someone like that.
I don't think I ever will.
But somehow I'll go on.


I'm sorry I care.